Ok my entire life iv always seen shadow people in the corner of my eyes like they are hiding, anyways when I got into drugs they started hiding less and less and when I noticed iv been pushing it to see him face to face

I swear on my fucking mums grave me and a shadow face that was like switching head constantly where face to face and he was trying to scare me, I’m a man of god but I do meth so on my life I was just telling him to suck me off.

If I saw somone post this I would think they are retarded but now there’s a mother fucker none stop begins my shoulder or just super close, I’m looking at 1 right now under my desk and 1 looker over my shoulder at my phone, I know it’s not real but iv seen it my hole life it it’s now real, I can actually see them easy now and I spoke face to face with 1

Yes I’m stopping meth now because this is absolutely fucked. I feel like a crazy person for the first time in my life this guy is fucking breathing on my shoulder and vanishes when I look.

Fuck sake somone help what should I do please

I don’t want to be called crazy

I don’t want people knowing im high im only on 50mg meth

They are legit trying to jump scare me

https://github.com/haveno-dex/haveno/blob/master/docs/create-mainnet.md

From Woodser:

so now the answer to the question "wen mainnet?" is: as soon as someone runs a reputable network. arbitrators collect the trade fees by default, and this can be configured when deploying the network

Time to get Mainnet up and running!

Aside: the council is dissolved. Those creating a Mainnet instance should configure who the arbitrators will be.

I don’t even necessarily mean body load. I did 2g today and it felt like stimulant abuse. Like I was picking at something that wasn’t there or constantly digging nowhere. Manifests in my body as well. I curl up a lot and grind my teeth a bit and it hurts my back. This happens in almost all of my trips.

Is this a universal thing?

Tells me to complete the title of this publication, is there some specific news article I have to find?

Okay so I recently found this website on tor and and I honestly like it, its honestly easy to use and it have a vast number of other forum links and so on. And they update their servers I think everyday, they have made their new v3 Domain available.
Idk what else to say its just that I have seen that there are many questions of how to get to the web, and here is one of them.

http://darkwebentyk2elhhh6okholnrookap7zfbun2is7ouspzxcpkqjxxad.onion/

I took way too much bromazolam for my first time (I’ve never had benzos) and blacked out for about 20 hours. I keep having to stop myself from crying like a little bitch even though I have nothing to cry about, I feel extremely depressed and anxious and lonely, I keep having strong feelings my family and friends hate me and my girlfriends cheating on me. Is this a normal reaction when coming off a large dose of benzos?

Also I got rid of the bromazolam and have no desire to try it again, my memory was so gone I don’t even know what it felt like.

Hello everyone,

I've never taken LSD, my only experiences with psychedelics are psilocybin, salvia divinorum and ketamine. I don't know any sellers and no one I know uses LSD so I just ordered 1P-LSD and 1cP-LSD. The 1P-LSD comes in 100 MCG blotters and the 1cP-LSD in 150MCG pellets.

What do you recommend for a first time user, which will probably be a friend and my girlfriend? Is 100 MCG the right dose? Are the effects of these derivatives different from LSD-25?

Can we consume in a park, or do you recommend indoors for the first time?

Thanks

Hello everyone, I currently host an onion site and was going to make it public onto the OpenIndex but I want to know if there's any danger that comes to having my onion site open

https://erasmusuniversity.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_38DALMR2nnLCr1s

After getting throttled into another dimension under this great elm tree, I finally have an answer to the question I have struggled with for years: what's the point? I'm still not sure how getting mindfucked by swirling Medusa heads gave me this clarity but here it goes: I look forward to being dead but that doesn't mean I want to die yet.

Death is the climax of life, like a movie it wouldn’t be fun skipping to the end without seeing what actions lead to that point. I draw meaning from building a character and it would be tragic to skip over what I can become. It is amazing what creativity we all can express and each person adds a unique experience to this playground. Why should I take part in this game? Bc you have the rest of eternity to enjoy the climax, why deny yourself the joy of experiencing the absurdity of life. What amazing stories, music, physical feats, conversations, foods, and jokes you can share with others. Indulge yourself with drugs and sex, raise a child of your own, become a star, or vanish as a ghost, there is no right way of playing. Experience love and hate, success and failure, accept rejection, deny depression, there are no stakes. There is nothing to win or lose. Play the game and help your neighbor play theirs.

https://preview.redd.it/on188oq9r00d1.png?width=531&format=png&auto=webp&s=d48cc759b357c740a0eef829d95b331b7941ee8b

Basically that Why do you decide to use this browser? There have always been many myths surrounding the Tor browser and the "Deep Web" but I'd like to hear what people who use it regularly have to say

Do you use it for everything? For what reasons? Can you really find things like those said with it?

My coworker, that I knew for like half a year, has found one day a new girlfriend online. He never wanted to speak much about her and was acting weird when somebody asked him questions about her. Apparently she had schizophrenia and as we found later was spying on him all day long hiding inside her car at the parking lot where our workplace is.

One day(about 2 months ago) he didn't show up for work. And the day after that. And another one. We started worrying about him. He has always had problems with alcohol consumption but the problem is that he didn't answer any phone calls nor read any messages. We though they went on a vacation or something but later it turned out that his car was in the same parking spot that he left it the last day he was at work - for about 10 days.

After 3 weeks he finally answered phone call from our boss. He could barely speak, what was somewhat alarming, but he assured that he would come the next day to work. We didn't bother him at all really as we thought he went on a long alcohol binge and didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable.

He worked for a week and then was gone again. His phone was dead and we couldn't reach out to him so we contacted his sister(who works in another country). She told us that his new gf took his phone, car keys AND his apartment keys and makes him drink alcohol mixed with her schizophrenia meds all day long. She blocked every family member on his phone and keeps his naked photos in case he would like to break up with her. Presumably she drugs him because she wants to keep him only to herself.

It's been like this for a month now and where I live, the police can't do anything about this. Is this possible that he gets irreversible brain damage after mixing alcohol with schizophrenia meds daily for a month?

This post is just me venting the anger and maybe seeking for someone who might be in the same situation as me.

Honestly this shit shouldn’t have ever be made. The high isn’t even that good. But somehow I just keep doing it. It’s not that serious as it used to be, but once in a while I just relapse. And my delusional head keeps telling me ,,yeah only one line and nothing more”. AND BOOM A FEW HOURS LATER I AM BINGING AND IT’S NEVER ONLY ONE LINE. I don’t understand this and I feel so disappointed in myself everytime I fail in controlling myself. I know that it is only about self control. I don’t need advice how to quit, I know that it’s only about self fucking control.

I’ve tried over 60 different substances and there were only 2 times when I kinda lost control. It was with benzos which I abused like crazy but I managed to quit it and now I don’t ever do them. And the second one is the fucking nep.

I don’t understand why I am not able to just quit this shit. And I don’t even do that daily, but once in a while I do “only” one line and i go fucking crazy.

And I am no crackhead, actually normally I am very responsible about using. I have normal good job and I do it very well, I also study university, I pay my bills, eat good healthy food and have clean house etc. I am just normal functional person.

Is there someone else fighting similiar shit? I just might need some hope that I am not alone and that this shit will not last forever. :(

Given the success of the previous MAAMs (see here), let's keep this rolling.

The principle is simple: ask anything you'd like to know about Monero, especially the dumb questions that you've been keeping for you every other days, may the community clarify it all!

Finally, credits to binaryFate for starting the concept!